longer days, longer stories

It's just time to say.

A new season for sure.

regeneration

I start my scallions and celery this way.  It works just fine.  A week or two like this and then into the ground.

And so the season has turned,  although I did wake to an almost freezing temperature this morning,  the days are warm and longer.  I have taken a more relaxed approach to gardening this year. For several reasons.  The biggest, I guess, is that food has become a more simple task.  I am a small person, don't eat that much and it's just me now.  The Man left for  Turkey on April 1.   He is not coming back.   And so  things have changed.  The story is way longer but  this is the chapter I can share.

I will probably move north, but there will be one more garden season here, at least.

I planted the garlic late, but it's there.  Parsley wintered over.  The herbs are thriving and tomato seeds were just started.   And then stuff comes up, right out of the compost pile or from the compost I spread around.   We'll see.  Dandelion and Plantain are my greens for now.

 

I had planned... to finish (I always chuckle when I use the word finish) a few things for the shop, a full moon update, but that did not happen.  I  did  stitch a bit on the porch  yesterday, before sunset.  It was a bit chilly.  I was going to finish  this little sunflower cabin.   I let it flow with the mood.   The center is a bit thin and flimsy so I am going to add another layer from behind.  Maybe a face I thought.

I did leave some spaces in the petal stitching,  as if to acknowledge... yes, part of me has gone missing.

But then, hopeful for some beauty in that.

a wheel of days

spring stretch

Soul-o is so much more relaxed.  He has always been a one person cat.

Don't worry, I'm ok.

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  1. amaranda de jong

    Dear Jude not one for commenting very often but have been inspired and moved by your work for best part of ten years. We moved at about the same time and your wonderful sense of adventure gave me strength when change can be so scary .I worry for you with the big jobs, wood chopping lawn taming all that , be careful don’t over do it .Eating for one always a challenge , as artists we all tend towards being hermits but the reality can be very challenging. My sincerest best wishes for your new life I just want to hug you and keep you safe. love Amaranda x

  2. Mrs Jackie Cardy

    I guessed from your work that things had changed. I’m sorry. But you seem to be on the resurgence , if that’s a word, and I look forward to enjoying your new presence.

  3. Joy

    I am re-reading this. Somehow, before, I missed your sharing about The Man. For whatever reason he is gone, I am sorry. You are on a new journey. Sending you hugs.

  4. jess

    If you want a chat, about this or anything, email me. I can listen, make you laugh, whatever you need. If you move north, I hope it’s close to friends and family. In our absence, I hope nature wraps her arms around you and takes good care of you.

  5. JIllayne

    Your way of looking, seeing, and going has been a source of inspiration to me for so many years now – a kind of determinedness to feel, accept, let go, an acknowledging and it seems as you set out on your next journey you are carrying all that with you. Thinking of you, as you find your way along the new paths of your life…

  6. megan

    Sometimes, every day, a surprise.
    Even when the surprise takes months or years to evolve.
    Perhaps no longer a surprise, a simple knowing.
    One that still fractures the heart in a large or tiny spot.
    Maybe in this fracture, a new something grows.
    Sending you comfort and love during this transition. Thank you for writing to us.

  7. Valerie O’Neil

    Dear Jude. Thank you for honoring us by « just saying ».
    May your new season include a bright star to comfort and inspire you. Bless you. We will be here as always.
    Valerie O

  8. Alison

    What a shock to read, “he’s not coming back.” That is a big change of season, and one hopes he is OK. . No doubt you have been preparing for it, because you seem to be OK. And, you have Soul-O. I pray it has all been kind. I have been through a few big changes of season, since early 2018. But I too, am OK. ( you know the original sense of OK was “au quai” meaning, goods ready to be loaded onto a ship? so, the sense was “good to go.” I like that. As you will already know, you have a huge community of folks who love and send you good vibes, well-wishes and whatever support you might require. ( PS. my mother was also a part of your community, and she left in 2022. ( gone beyond the beyond)

  9. Amy

    I recently went through this as well, Jude. And I started a cloth, based on your technique, that expressed what I felt, which was that I was dissolving. Part of me had gone missing, indeed. Over time, that cloth went from me dissolving to me turning into a bird. Two and a half years later, I accept that that missing part is gone, and it’s okay, better than okay, really. The form may have changed, but love is still there. That missing part has made what’s left softer, and both stronger and more fragile. There is less me. The love can just love. There is beauty in that.

  10. Love the Soul-o stretch. Sweet. Gosh, that’s a change. Well, moving north might bring you closer to me, maybe? Maybe we can finally meet in person. Love to you 🧡

  11. You are strong . Solo stretching seams to be part of going in a direction unknown. You are much loved for your creativity and kindness and sharing fabric and nature love with so many.
    Peace and aloha, sonja

  12. deb p

    you’ve been a source of inspiration and strength for me since i started following clothwhispering. my thoughts are with you as you thread your way through this challenging time.

  13. Joanna Harrington

    Sending you healing , in tough times simple routines carry me through: making soup, gardening, sewing, washing dishes . Thank you for your continued teaching, exploration

    • Oh wow. Even a welcome loss is a loss. Condolences. May tonight’s pink moon bring you happy thoughts on new northern adventures. I’m itching to go north as well. I wonder if it’s a migration thing. I’m tired of cold but not interested in the heat either.

      If you need anything or I can help. Let me know.

  14. Victoria

    Geez a loo! Ok, I stopped and re-read your post a couple times. I think you’re gonna be just fine and have a ton of amazing discoveries to tell us about. I sort of envy your freedom but don’t tell anyone. 😊

  15. Maria A

    Hello Jude
    Sending you love & hugs and wish you well on your next part of your journey .
    Big hugs 🤗💗🌸🦋
    Maria A

  16. Whoa ! This is a rather large change of seasons for you, my dear. I wish you all joy in your new adventures. My change of age ( 71 ) has lead me into a new task of clearing out a storage locker. I have to face the probability I won’t ever have a big enough space to use all the great stuff I have. I’d rather do it now instead of leaving it for my family to discard or whatever. Have to do it while I’m physically able !! Cheers !!

  17. Jude~ Sending you so much love as you and Soul-o navigate North. May this time of change fill you in unexpected ways. Know that you are loved. xo

    • Marguerite Perkins

      Jude, my beloved little sister who died five years ago introduced me to you. Here in Australia I enjoy your almost daily post every morning when I wake. I love seeing your ideas and each work evolve. It was one of my daily joys while facing raw grief.
      This big, no huge, life change, I did not foresee in your posts. Maybe you didn’t either.
      Sending love and peace as you shift ( not just north) and settle with a new path.
      Xx
      Margie

  18. Victoria

    Oh Jude, how hard! As someone above said “Change is hard” and it certainly is. As my sister once told me (and she is smart) that if you do something and it doesn’t work out, well you just do something else. Good advice! Just go with the flow and figure it out as you go. Take care.

  19. Pat Jacobs

    I had to go back and read your post twice to let it sink in. What a development. Thinking of you and I know personally how comforting it is to busy my hands with whatever it is, needlework, gardening, cooking. You’re in my thoughts and I’m sending hugs your way💞

  20. I know the season of aloneness… sometimes it is welcomed… and others not so much. But, I try to move forward. I spend more time outside enjoying the sound of nature. They give me peace.

  21. Heather S

    We sensed your solo-ness but couldn’t have imagined the why. While I often fantasize about a quiet life alone in the woods somewhere, tending garden and making all the art I can imagine, I know I’ve romanticized it and would be unprepared for the loneliness of it all. Is the Boy and his family North then? Last year I was too ill to garden so the plants volunteered for service. It didn’t provide enough food to need preserving in any way, which was perfect because I wouldn’t have had the energy to do so, but it was a joy to have a short walk to my unruly garden beds to find tomatillos for salsa and green beans climbing the rickety waddle fence. The way the Earth provides without our coaxing, almost as if she knows what we need without asking, cheers to a fruitful compost heap! I’m glad you’re still here to teach us things and hopefully our support helps in the keeping going a symbiosis of sorts.

  22. Barbara

    Bowing deeply and honoring your deep sharing. This is a big time as we all hold space for each other with much love.
    You continue to help inspire me , thank you.

  23. Marilee

    You have Soul-o, your fabric and threads, and your self-wisdom. And a plethora of soul-friends who care. I suspect you have already begun the renewal. I’m wishing you and your furry buddy smooth sailing.

  24. Tina

    Jude sending you love and warm hugs .. I don’t come here that often but am grateful I visited today. Why! What! How! non of that matters … what matters is that I believe you when you say you’re OK.

  25. Mieke

    Jude, I don’t know what to say, so I actually shouldn’t say anything but I am sending positive energy with a bag full of sunshine.
    Thanks for sharing this with us.

    Love from across the ocean

  26. Seasons… they change don’t they? Life is one grand season and we adapt to its changes.
    When we look up at the moon, wherever we are, we are together.
    Love to you as always.

  27. Sarita

    Reading your message aroused a feeling of sadness & tears welling up in my eyes. Such finality does not come without sentiment.
    Peace & love to you & your family. 💖✨

  28. Beth O

    Oh, Jude! What a huge change. I am amazed that you have continued to share with us (thank you!), and garden, and stitch. I love your sunflower cabin with its Spring colors and the new petal stitching. Sending you tons of positive energy, and wishing you many sunny days!

  29. Elizabeth Godin

    Many of us do not handle change easily. I wish you courage and strength during all the changes you are going through.
    Grateful that you have the determination to continue with what you enjoy and love. Know that you have each of our well wishes as you plan and manage all your new challenges.

  30. Gretchen

    Sending you hugs and love. I am caretaking and also contemplating sadness and a life alone. You are giving me courage. Thank you!

  31. Jody

    Sending hugs! That is a big change, and it sounds like more large change is coming. Hang in there, you are a strong woman. Hugs!

  32. Kristin F

    Jude, I wrap my arms around you and feel your strong woman spirit alive and healthy. Whatever doors open, you will dance through with the music of your spirit to guide your every step. Many blessings as the spring brings new life to your journey with Soul O. You are loved.

  33. Beverly

    Oh…Jude. There are no words to describe when life changes in this way.
    Remember that you are not alone, and there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

  34. Wanda Moon

    Stunning-your approach to “reality”. Beauty will be wherever you are-you bring it with you. Thank you for being and for your generosity. I can keep moving forward.

  35. Pam S.

    Sorry to hear this Jude…
    Sending love and peace to you always! ❤️
    strong, courageous, kind, loving, woman #jude
    💙💙💙

  36. Suzy Hard

    Wishing you peace and comfort as you move forward into yet another story. Sending love and hugs to a very strong and resourceful woman! 💞

  37. Nancy D

    Such an uprooting! But I know you will anchor yourself a-new…and a new Season for you will start, perhaps more flourishing than ever…
    A beautiful piece there, Jude…rich in color and craft…

    • Vi

      Thinking of you,Jude. None of it easy. Endings and beginnings, comings and goings….change.
      Sending you a metaphoric hug and a cup of steaming tea.

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