A Self Transitioning

It's worth rising early in the morning to catch the mist.

facing south

Last year's tree clearing/trimming has made this season  different,  the openness is calming.  Some brush clearing  where the mist sits will happen soon enough. (sheep used to graze there once upon a time)  This will offer a longer view and make it possible to  do a bit of channeling of excess water. And bare some earth for a decent garden.

I am quietly stitching an April Stray.  Inspired by Earth Day while considering all the damage that is being done. I whispered to myself...I have land here, maybe all I want to do is take care of it.

Earth Self

I have become diminished, in terms of health and energy, at least in my terms.  I think I am in transition somehow, as I wonder about this world and where it is going.  And so  I slowly drift into a new way of thinking, still asking WTF?.

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22 comments

  1. Jude~ Living in an apartment is a whole different experience (for me, still), as I can’t just ‘walk outside’ and just be. We walk the neighborhood streets at times – paved and filled with homes. We get in the car and explore the city parks, trails and of course the bridge. But, on the days when health bumps into desire, health usually wins. So, it’s frustrating and I have to find other ways to escape the terror of the world.
    I love your earth self! She is a real beauty and I love the view through the trees, misty as it is…it shows a promise beyond. Glad you have some flat and lots of space to dream, I know the importance of that. Sending grit for the hanging in and lots of love 💕

  2. sharon

    our gardens nourish us as we tend them. sewing seems a smaller version of sowing… our needles act like trowels, poking thru our patchwork, creating patterns of color, texture ‘n connection. feelin’ the transition from indoors to outdoors also… it’s been a long, cold lonely winter… but here comes the sun, little darlin’… x

  3. Love the forest mists, which I suppose is pretty obvious from my work. I’m amazed at how flat your land is… would be good for me now that I have this numb foot. The only land here that is flat is the driveway, and a bit on the side and back of the house. Everything else is hummocky. The WTF’s… hard to navigate sometimes, but stewarding land in a good way is good medicine. Big wave west to your transitioning self (and all yourother selves) 🧡

    • jude

      This is the land between me and the road, its all up hill and jiggly toward the cabin and beyond. The flat land was once cleared and a sheep farm.

  4. Lindy Barnes

    I too have land and I try to concentrate on taking care of it because I am overwhelmed by the much larger picture of death and destruction surrounding me and because land deserves to be cared for. I too am feeling diminishing energy as my age continues to transition into old(er) age but my health remains strong. I look forward to all of your posts. Thank you, Jude.

  5. Vicki Hollander

    Sending extra….in my 73rd year and too health-energy challenged in ways I didn’t imagine would happen at this stage, in these ways.
    Too a spiritual exercise. To rise, honor, and rise to the day.
    The grace of seeing the sun rise. Birds chanting. The garden dappled with light.
    Yes.

  6. Nancy D

    ‘Tis beautiful, and therefore, it suits you.
    How a strong nation can go rogue. Keep creating. I’ll keep gardening. And we’ll see.💚🌱🪡

  7. Ha! I just bought an electric pole trimmer to get at some things I used to get up on a ladder to do by hand. Just don’t want to do that anymore! Getting older.
    And yes, whether we have a little land or a lot, be it urban or rural, we are the temporary caretakers aren’t we?
    It feels good. Earth day greetings earthlings!

  8. Tina

    Hi Jude! Your land is amazing. I am hoping you are feeling better. I am worried about the world too, I’m finding it hard to be optimistic. Not sure that helps but you are not alone. I hope your stitching will bring some solace to you. Take care.

  9. Louise

    Taking care of the land is a great thing to do, and making a garden, despite the inevitable disappointments from snails slugs and deer, is a real life affirming quest. I have just enlarged two flowerbeds and the bare soil, warming in the spring sunshine is so exciting as the possibilities for plants flit through my mind 🙂. Your land is full of promise, Jude, and we are so lucky to have the chance to make a little piece of paradise.

    • jude

      I’ve always loved the gardening, but this place could be so much a paradise with a bit of attention. Still picking up debris left by the previous owner when they used it as an airb&b.

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