Into February

Good Morning... Not as cold as expected. Only -1.  And the light is changing. A sense of warmth has arrived.  The days have become longer.   It's groundhog day.  I just like the story.

Ding!

I don't think I will burn this one if I don't have to.

wood self

We are in a better mood today.   A decision.

let's do this

 

So it's February,  and I will pull myself together, try to figure out the best way to move forward with my work and my sharing and my new life.  I'll be 74 soon.  I am considering keeping most of my talking and intimate sharing in the Forever Zone.  I really feel uncomfortable with all the weird stuff going on and a smaller world is seeming more and more sensible.  I will work on a newsletter which will help me consider and reconsider a bit before just going the best I know how.

I laugh because Clarity is always what I seek but Blur-ity is always how it works out.

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  1. “Don’t fuck with me” I would like to see how that could be expressed with needle and thread. Soul- O might be thinking the same thing, too, with the mouse.

  2. jeri

    I’m late to the party, but anyhow, I love the word Clarity. I choose a word each year, and I chose STEADY this year. I was hoping that I would move steadily forward. So far it’s not working. Maybe I need clarity to help with that.
    I’m feeling my age too and was just considering that this morning. The mind wants to but the body can’t always keep up.
    💛

  3. Susan Hemann

    Well I went outside yesterday but didn’t see my shadow. Spring is on the way. I love that piece of wood, all the knots. Strangely I have a collection of interesting pieces of wood. Driftwood too. It’s still gray here so no light. Good luck organizing, I wouldn’t know where to start.

  4. Your little scrap, that you pinned onto the base and then you said it looked like sunrise, made me think of Stonehenge. Hmmm . . .

    One of the things I love about you and all those you draw to yourself here, is that so many of you like the things I’ve been called weird for liking. Things like stitching odd scraps of cloth together with no intention, and random pieces of firewood. Sometimes I wonder how I ended up among so many “practical minded” people. Or, probably more accurately, how have they lost so much of their curiosity and creativity? Even so many of the creative people I know in person are locked into a specific, sometimes even rigid, definition of creative.

    • jude

      Yes, even art becomes a club, and we might stop thinking for ourselves. It’s hard to see through it all sometimes. And too much emphasis is placed on following. On so many levels.

  5. Jude~ That ‘not to burn’ wood piece reads very female to me…so if it does burn, would there be a power in that? Mmm…?
    The rainbow shape reads as well, the beginning of a rainbow to me. A door through a rainbow…could sure use that right now.
    Blur-ity is a ver good and descriptive word. 😁

    • jude

      Yes, I’m thinking it will be useful, how ever it goes.
      I like the rainbow vision…
      Everything is so blurry, form will take hold…

  6. Susan Lamb

    Love the wood and definitely know the sentiment.. The world is weird and weirder by the hour but making and inspiring others is a wonderful salve for the brokenness we experience and observe…..sense of humour sure does get the needle threaded …that is when I stop laughing😵‍💫

  7. jamie

    I have found that my mice don’t care if I bang on the walls. So now I scratch on them like the walls are itchy. I imagine what it must sound like to the mice – who are no longer here.
    You are amazing!

  8. Debra

    So glad you didn’t burn the wood. It has a Robyn Gordon-ish vibe to it. Wonder what would happen if it got a little indigo soak.

    On it’s own I see a stray self in that found scrap – under the moon, it feels like an owl…maybe it could have a word with your mouse.

    Seems to be a lot of spirit talk in your world today.

  9. Beth O

    Lovely post, Jude! A phrase jumped out at me (I wrote it down so I won’t forget it!). “Honoring the little pieces that seem to be useless” . . . I use lots of rescued yarns, often they are little balls/scraps that someone donated somewhere or threw away . . . I love them so much, and my work would not be the same without them. Thanks for putting words to this. Have a great day, and I’m glad you’re going to keep that piece of wood – she’s beautiful!

  10. Love that piece of wood. I did a series of sculptures with wood, adding clay faces and wool hair and such. I always think of getting back to that, but don’t seem to make the time for it. That piece of wood is THE perfect piece for that!

  11. I’ve done my share of banging on the wall. Old house seem to require it. All of the reading and discussions that I’ve been involved with this month regarding resiliency have always included the idea that times of change (or disaster) are times of opportunity. I keep thinking there are things we have to go through before we can reach that point though. I think we are going to need our kindred spirits more than ever…

    • jude

      Yes, and we need to hold on to kindness more than ever.
      That gnawing sound seemed awfully appropriate for the times.
      Also, it is very cold out.🙃

  12. Ada

    I’ve been thinking about doorways, resiliency, shutting the noise out. I moved to a rural area for piece of mind. Peace/piecing…. Putting my mind at ease one stitch at a time… wtf is wrong with him and what evil awaits keeps popping in though. Dogs, my 2 dogs are great companions and my cat reminds me to be fierce and move to higher ground when confronted by the big dogs.

  13. Dee

    Great metaphor: the question of the hour (WTF) (and maybe of our generation) turns (to my eye anyway) into a doorway. What is the way forward? What passage might lead to sanity and the restoration of democratic norms? And, I like the sign to be posted out front: don’t fuck with me.

  14. Leslie Gardiner

    Hi Jude, Love every post into my world from you…..the reddish thread…..a path into your smaller world? A long ago memory that I can still enjoy….when choosing what we each would like from our parents’ lifetime of treasures, I brought home the large-ish piece of driftwood from their garden I had long admired. It then lived in our garden for about 42 years!

  15. Smaller world, yes. Social media has become less safe, time to share less personal news, keep private. I am going to start posting on my website/blog again after a four year or more absence.

  16. The piece of wood — so alive! A woman dancing with her arms above her head! It makes me feel more peaceful than I have in quite awhile & inspires me in so many directions. And “blur-ity”! It’s the first time I’ve been able to smile at my current lack of clarity. It has a permanent place in my mental dictionary! Thank you. :). <3

  17. sharon

    i love wood. especially found pieces, that still tell their story. the stray self in your piece seems deep in thought with piercing eyes. i like the way her head is cocked slightly to one side, almost as tho she’s sayin’, “reeeeeallly?”

  18. Victoira W

    My son happened to be in the room as I listened to your recording. Mention of the mouse in the wall led him to say that. your piece on the wall looked like a mouse hole. An entry into mouse world for you or a handy exit for mouse.

  19. Terry

    Blur-ity, word perfect for these times. I too seek clarity but my usual sources are overwhelmed by daily events – as am I. I hover between wanting to lock the door and hide away and feeling the need to protect those people and places I hold in my heart. The world feels dangerous and confusing. Sewing, needle and thread, are the only things that really make sense to me – and, of course, my dog because she has a internal compass that navigates these times with unwavering steadiness.

  20. I love the wood! I have used interesting pieces to hang art quilts, and my friend Cinde makes “Tree spirits” with gnarly wood, beads and clay totems. You’ll find a way to honor it, I’m sure!

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