Time warp

Because I will be moving, I am again going through what is here.

I left so much behind last time.  Time to consider that again.

Sorting through some supplies etc, I come across the crow quill and the india  ink.

history

Once upon a time these things were everything.

Holding the pen, sinking into the spell of the dark ink, knowing that I will get there again, I put a few marks on an unfinished Joodle.

roughly so far...

Inked over the words, and felt a rush of something unnamable.

I will sit with paper today.

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61 comments

  1. Helen Salo

    Okay I missed where you first mentioned moving, you also do not reference “the man” ???where you off to? It was such a chore just moving across the property 5 years ago, I can’t imagine doing it now. I figure this will be my final resting ground😂😂

    • jude

      The man has left and gone back to his home country. It’s just me and I will move closer to my son up North of here.

  2. Joey

    Prayers for a peaceful move, Jude. I’ve been in my home for nearly 40 years, and cringe at the possibility of having to downsize and move. At 73, it’s something to think about.

  3. Laura

    The older I become, the more I seem to encounter feelings or ideas that are un-nameable in English. I guess that’s why we have Art.

  4. Sue Facherty

    Writing with a proper pen and ink takes concentration.
    One thing at a time, one day at a time.
    You are in my thoughts.

  5. Suzy Hard

    Its wonderful that you have such loving support during this transition. I think we’ve all been there. It will all come together when you start building your new nest. Wishing you the very best! ❤️

  6. Jacqui

    I’m in a similar position, examining all, whether to take or let go, a life review of sorts. In the end Ive decided, its all ‘stuff’, the really valuable is inside me, it can never be lost, maybe forgotten for a while. All the ‘things’ I thought were so important, dont seem to have that charge now. In the end , when we die, its only our spirit we pack for the next journey.

  7. Alice

    Your photographs of your current surroundings, especially all the large rocks, the stone fence, the trees, and the roll of the land make me envious. Will your new property be similarly ?

  8. Judith

    Moving is such a challenge. What to keep, what to leave behind. I think we tend to keep too much, it’s probably a sense of security thing. Your place is so beautiful I would hate to leave it but as a single older person I can see the need to simplify.

    • Jude

      Yeah, too much, but needs change and I am trying to understand…
      The move will be to a more rural area, so there is some excitement… maybe near cows!

  9. Love the Joodle. I wonder what you and the pen will next create? Things to look forward to.
    Clearing and moving…ah, I think I’ve been clearing since before the day we met! haha And still at it. haha
    But, the actual moving part…yes that would be confusing and tricky. I see the nuts and bolts part of it (who would actually move us? Costs involved? Go where? How to clean one place and get into another (hopefully far away)? All connected to the aging body and finances.
    I don’t envy you that part, but the adventure and being closer to family…what an incentive!! I’m confident it will all go well for you and you will find nature and light and magic wherever you land. xo

  10. Heather Smith

    I can’t think about things or stuff without thinking about George Carlin. Some things are magical artifacts though, like this quill pen. Enjoy your day with paper.

  11. Jen

    Change is inevitable, whether we want/like it or not …
    I’ve spent 21 yrs rooted in this same spot and I find it a wee bit crazy …having never lived anywhere longer than ten years at a stretch ( and more frequently, a lot less time than that)

    Sometimes I am SO ready to hop in the car and never look back…
    Ha!

  12. Nancy D

    Introspection is your ally, Jude! Acknowledge what the moment brings. I, too, am going through changes, and what once worked, no longer serves. I will spend time in my Gardens, reflecting…they are healing to me.

  13. Corinne

    I’ve grown very attached to your new home, and all the surroundings through all your writings and your photos. Soul- O so happy and comfortable among all your stitching and gazing out through the screen. My heart is breaking for you, and for all the times we all have had to leave somethings we loved. But know that new beginnings have their beautiful things to offer. You will rise like a lady Phoenix rises and as Maya Angelou said, “I will rise again.” Sending a great big hug and love.

  14. Jana

    “Once upon a time,” struck me as the beginning of little conversations I could have with the things I am letting go of. A way of acknowledging what they have meant and then passing them along. Thanks for that

    • Mieke

      You will be strenger and strenger and I believe all bad things, give you also good things.

      Love and lightness to you❤️

        • Marcy

          I have followed and enjoy your blog for a few years. And I enjoy the comments and replys so much.(though the cloth is the star!)
          I just moved several months ago after many years in one place, due to losing a person.
          Retiring. And the change brought my creativity back 100 per cent. Now I have new relationships and sew, paint and so on every day.
          You never know what you can explore within yourself when change is at the door.
          Many blessings

          • jude

            The cloth and conversation depend on one another…
            I know I am off on another adventure. I’m a bit scared, but you know… it will be ok.

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