That space…

like connecting dots.

There has been time spent. In Between. Free from this and that.  Always reminding me of my Father's words,  there is is no there there.  And I feel free  from so much, well, bullshit I can say, when I put myself in that in between space.  After a while it becomes a place where I can see beyond  the noise of self righteousness.  I can say I've been a bit tired.  For so many reasons.  But I'm better now.

November's Stray Self is simply standing. Standing. Like a tree. In between this and that. Sensing a change in climate. And feeling free.
There is a chill in the air, and a bit of holiday spirit.

There has been a lot unsaid in the past months.  I think a lot about that.  Why it suddenly became like that.

 

We did get a few flakes yesterday.  Not much really.  But I was outside singing "it's snowing!".  And I slept well.

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  1. Really do love her. There are memories of Dad saying, “You’ll know when you get there.” And K’s mom’s “Through is a place.” Maybe how everything is or is a part of everything, “there” is everywhere and nowhere. Wherever it may be. oxo

  2. Another morning with “freezing fog.” It’s surreal…and really cold. What to say, how to say it, when to say it, why to say it; such a tricky thing. It probably always has been but our words reach so far now. This stray seems content. 🙂

  3. Victoria

    Getting a good night’s sleep makes an amazing difference in one’s outlook. Things that yesterday seemed difficult or tedious and tiresome seem less so with the change in our perception of them.

  4. Jen

    Well, Jude, we seem to be on parallel paths…dealing with this and that, weary of the whirled, being quiet and not saying much…but yes, perhaps a touch of holiday spirit now, a change of Season, the brisk chill air is invigorating! Snow! ( We had frost this a.m.!)
    I’m working on channeling joy! Wheeeee❄️❄️🤸❄️❄️

  5. Nancy D

    The Woods do that for me…release me from the bonds of society.
    I can honestly say I require them.
    Nice to have you back, Stray One!

    • jude

      It is a nice balance here, being near what we need but also having the space to be “far from the fray”. Required, yes,.. And unplugging too. Which is often in my head.

  6. This post really moved me, Jude…you touched on so many of my thoughts and the days when my “STRAY” self walks the paths that you do.. and yet, there is a quiet and breathing period when all of the rest is not important – and you always take me happily into just being quiet…feeling free. xo

  7. Joan Hinchcliff

    I look at this wonderful stray self and I can just see you outside singing (and maybe a little dancing) “it’s snowing!” This stray just portrays lightness, starting right at the roots, it makes me happy to see it and happy you are feeling better.

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