why?

Why not?

No. I guess the real question was  is How? How can I do it?  How will the form emerge? The imagined vs the possible?

to remain thin...

This is Michelle's embroidery hoop.  She sent it to me. Some of the newer folks here didn't know her.  She is still a ragmate. We miss her.

I don't use a hoop much. I mostly like to feel the cloth, sense the tension, and use my hands carefully.  But this was different, very thin, very small, no stabilizing behind, just to try.

just going

I only used the hoop for the nine patch embroidery. And the eye. There was a struggle but I wanted to create a very thin  component that I could move around from here to there. I posted this to Instagram Stories yesterday because my computer was acting up.

What are we really, but a bunch of loose threads, held together by intention?

My original thought here was to do a few of these on this thin cloth and cut them apart to use as components.  Skitch Skatch style.  That thought remains.   But I also look at this lone self on this thin expanse and , well, I am still looking with new thoughts surfacing.  Things didn't go as imagined, it is tiny and it didn't totally work out but I did my best, patching over the glitches  and it is good enough, which makes me love it more in its honesty.

 

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43 comments

  1. Vi

    You help grow my own imagination….freeing it to be what it’s meant to be. ….a few steps at a time.
    I cannot imagine any greater help than that.

  2. Glennis

    I love the experimentation of it. You being in the thick and thin of it. I came across a memory yesterday where Michelle had commented. In fact the first three comments were from people who had passed. We still hold them close.

  3. deanna7trees

    It is more than good enough. I love things in miniature. I’m still not used to not seeing posts from Michelle. I think of her often and sense that she is still with us …just not visible.

  4. Heather Smith

    I’m new here. What an amazing space this is, not just the sharing of your visual language which I am finding fascinating (as I am trying to sort out my own right now) but the comments are always thoughtful and not just fawning, like some other blog communities I am part of. And now I find out that you forage real friendships here as well? I need to stop lurking here and become tangible I think.

    • jude

      Hey Heather, welcome.
      This community reaches way back, this blog being an extension of my old one, gee maybe 2006? It was way back when blogging first started and quite amazing that a lot of us kept in touch and became good friends. Some stay, some have go but overall the conversation has continued. Quite amazing really…

  5. I was looking through my bookshelf recently and found a book that Michelle had sent me, with a little message to me in the front. It hit me, wow, she’s been gone years now. She was a treasure.

  6. Ahhh…Our Michelle. sigh.
    She has been much on my mind, as Fall has become her season in my heart. In the midst of weary and survival and sanity…in the middle of color drawing and the Railroad Bridge, I’ve been thinking of her…missing her – and meant to say so in my last post, but the words got left behind. I am grateful for your remembering here today.
    This very fine beast, within its thin world feels so fitting as to how we travel on. Going. Period. I looked at its tiny being and thought I’d like to have a beast in my pocket…A Pocket Beast, to keep me company and love and strength for the going. Thank you for these gifts today. xo

  7. Dee

    Michelle would approve.

    I missed her intensely a few weeks back because our B&B hostess was thin, moon-faced and so sweet. She reminded me of her.

    So many great questions here. As always.

  8. Marti

    Seeing Michelle’s hoop brought such a bittersweet memory. Several years ago, I was gifted with metal peace leaves from the Australian sculptor, Barry Smith. I sent one to Michelle and in return, she sent me one of her whimsical leaf cards. Tour little beast brought that memory to the surface. She dried leaves and then drew bodies and faces on them. Michelle was a woman of many creative talents and deep caring. Autumn is a spirit filled time, a quiet time. Michelle left us in September 2020 and she left us much too soon…

  9. Jana Jopson

    I like the idea of tiny beasts. They can go where larger beasts cannot. Love the rich, shimmering quality of this little one on an almost transparent piece of cloth. The veil between the worlds.

  10. Sarita

    Such a delicate little cloth. Embracing glitches with alternatives. Like brush strokes, some work, some don’t. We just keep going as you like to say. I love cutting things apart & using as components; making connections. Most times the result is better than I had imagined.

  11. Love all the textures in this wee beast. So nice that you have Michele’s hoop, I think of her sometimes when I read certain poems. Wendell Berry’s poem “The Peace of Wild Things” comes to mind this morning…

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