Still below freezing, it's been a couple of days now. Feeling tired and under whatever weather there is has kept me from doing too much. I tacked this old cloth over a Nest of Days, just to look. And I know it will stay like that for longer than I imagine because these days everything has become "uncurated" if you know what I mean.
In looking back through blog posts related to this cloth I got caught in how productive I used to be, The energy, how it gushed. I think I felt a pang of sadness before I blew it off and said to myself, just stop it.
I have rested a lot, I don't enjoy laying around, it is just not me. Today the sun is out and it will be above freezing. And I feel better. Suddenly very much better. Mom came to me in a dream yesterday and said drink your vinegar. She had this thing about apple cider vinegar. She passed that on to me. It worked. Maybe a coincidence. Maybe not. I like to believe she was right and she wanted me to know. Maybe it is just the believing. Works for many people in many ways.
And then, how we see things, like a pile of dyed or undyed scraps. Like did I actually create a pile during these days of not being productive? These no energy days. Yes I did.
The man here always says I am always going, I could go in a Coma.
I could build some small cloths, or as I was thinking lately a large cloth. What if a large cloth, a quilt, is simply a Loose Patch Catcher? I think I will be returning to this question.