On the Edge of Going

Good Morning.

Gosh I have had this cup forever...

This is the first cloth I pulled from the basket.

I did a post here a while back... I think the last time I mentioned it.  I myself am going back to remember.  I jotted down Nancy's comment.  Wild and Worn Sunflower Star. I am going to call it that.

I've not done any plant dyeing here yet.  I'm gathering a sense of place and dyeing will help.

Looking back fills me with tomorrows, but also makes me cry.

As always, just going softens the edge.

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38 comments

  1. eleanor cornford

    There will be more going forward, though some of us may be ‘elsewhere’ and the going will be done by those who follow us into eternity.. I began to appreciating textiles, their feel, rather than just a surface to paint on, after years as a scenic artist. Now in my late 70’s, I hope my time here will allow more, now I have discovered stitching/weaving to make more of fabric and images from inside.

  2. Caro

    Looking at this cloth makes me think of cave paintings.
    Marks left so so many years ago. And here you are leaving marks and beeing reminded of times in the past.
    I like the “not colorful” of this piece. It gives it a deep feel of what is without beeing distracted by color.
    I too have many tears at hand. I think you do when you let yourself feel really deep, which for me is a good thing. Hugs to you

  3. Marilee

    There’s something definitely mystical about it. And the title is perfect. Sorry that you’ve been crying, but tears are always just doing their job. At least that’s what I tell myself when it happens. I’m not sure telling oneself that helps, at all, but there it is.

  4. Bogi

    With many ups and downs, magic is still happening! As I gaze at this Sunflower star this is part of the magic you are creating and bringing into this world! Absolutely beautiful!!! Thank you for sharing!

  5. Nancy

    Jude~ It does still look ‘wild and worn’, which is just how I feel this morning (but maybe leaning towards worn). I fell last night…something may be broken in my foot…so, coming here today and seeing that something I said 3 years ago is remembered and matters…well, it made me smile through the pain. Maybe that is a good thing to remember too, to ‘smile through the pain’ when looking back or in the present moment. Big Love to you.

    • jude

      Feeling a bit worn as well, I had recorded your comment on the paper but now I find it the back of my mind as well. Hope your foot is ok. Bones have become so brittle over time, eh?

  6. Amy

    My house is fragrant with steeped walnuts this morning. I was lucky to find a late-dropping batch on the road yesterday when walking with a friend. Old linens are now boiling for immersion in the dye pot, a good project for this sunny day. As I accept the sadness that seems inevitable in a long life, I’m turning more and more to nature and poetry. There’s a lot of solace there.

  7. sharon

    the tender delicacy of this one grips me, like “a total eclipse of the heart”… the death of what was, becoming a birthplace of the new. interesting that this was the first cloth to emerge from the basket of self. yes to old circles EXPANDING outward in all directions!… x

  8. Pam S.

    Your cloth is comfort to me and I can get lost in it 💙
    I have one cup I’ve used for at least 35 yrs, and I have to remind myself to use my hand made cups by Hamish too! 🤎🤎🤎
    💙✌🏼

  9. Bethany Garner

    Today I found the way… just looking and seeing, being and perhaps almost underway. I am somewhat a drift, and you always take me forward… I love the sunflower. It brought me joy all fall!

  10. Nancy D

    Yes. A wild and worn Sunflower. Like an aging free thinker! It’s good to be able to look back sometimes. An anchoring of sorts. Some people as they age can’t remember…their anchor, fading. And they are left adrift…that makes me sad.

    • Pat

      Blessings of another day Jude,
      I’ve been watching your videos on YouTube.
      Last night I watched the one where you mentioned copying is not stealing from someone. It put my mind at ease, because I see your stitched creations and I’ve wanted to do one like that, but felt troubled by the idea of copying. Even though I have made several blocks similar to what I’ve seen from you. I have purchased several of your thread crumbs and have started a coverlet/lapquilt inspired by your drawings and stitching.
      This piece, wild worn sun flower would make a beautiful center block. When someone asks me where I get my ideas, I give them your name and full credit.

      • jude

        we live in a strange fear of so many things. It is all about context and intention, worth considering further, thank you for your comment.

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