Feel Free

Just to be clear…

Just one last try to untangle my cryptic self. The one that goes along saying stuff that nobody gets really.  And that I am tired of trying to explain.  I  can get there on my own without dragging you along.

it's way to hot to worry

Yesterday, I made the decision to move my blogging back to Spirit Cloth/TypePad.  Many personal feelings  were involved. I  made another post there this morning.  Explaining.   And then this morning, after that post, I decided to close this website after my subscription runs out.   Somewhere around year's end.  I think.  My new goal is only...to simplify, to stop trying so hard to do what nobody but me probably cares about, to just go back to my daily journal whatever that turns out to be.   And so, this is the last email notification you will get  from here until that happens.  My free class links will be moved to the Spirit Cloth Blog  and the rest will be history, maybe showing up here and there,  in my story telling.    So ,the undoing  of a lot of the confusion and duplication has begun,  feeling less important, worrying less about legacy,  just going the best I can over there trying my best to deal with whatever limitation arise. Why?  Because it is home, I am happy there and that's enough.  And I need more time . For nothing in particular.

Maybe just watching Soul-o in a heat coma on the porch.  Or caring for those I love.

43 comments

  1. Patricia

    Thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings, Jude! Your reflections about “feeling less important, worrying less about legacy, just going the best I can…” So clear and inspiring! Life could be complicated, so let make it simple!

  2. Rose

    Right there with you, Jude, wherever you are. Thank you for by being you, for sharing yourself and your spirit cloth with so many of us. Like a little, twinkling diamond in the night sky, always there whenever I look up.

  3. Jude…I aspire to be just like you. You are an extraordinary soul and I will follow wherever that leads you. Be true and happy to yourself. So many love the who that you are. Thank you for always inspiring others.

  4. Margery Knott

    Oh, Jude, thank you for your honesty in sharing your feelings about all this — all the strange meanderings & starts and stops of our life journeys! You inspire me in so many ways. I’m grateful to follow the map of your path in both words and photos and plan to stay along for the ride, wherever it may go.

  5. more time for nothing in particular. yes. more time for nothing in particular. and to not judge self for that, the
    nothing in particular
    and to give whatever shows up to give on any particular day, whatever words want to be uttered aloud, whatever
    story wants telling, whatever image asks to be shared.
    What’s it been?…11 years? 12? being “dragged” along by you trying to Explain …i write that and smile…
    How Spirit Cloth has been maybe THE constant in all those years. THE constant. and Spirit Cloth is You
    and much more, but You …trying to explain and all the while i have been me, trying to find my most real self
    and you, trying to explain has woven into something that for me has been the Constant.
    Off and on i say and have said i’d like to change my name to As Is. AsIs. As~is. i think you might never
    quit trying to explain and i think it’s possible we might never get it, but in the meantime and as it goes, it
    all has such great Heart and Love is involved and it’s Beauty FULL and honest and well…..rare. As is.
    An example thereof….the words in the beginning….more time for nothing in particular. Today…this day….
    sharing that feeling with you, having you verbalize it, has huge significance.
    Always Love….

  6. I will still follow you–have for many years–you are a part of my journey. I am 75 now and find that stitching saves my sanity in a world that moves from one insanity to another with little thought for soul. I appreciate the soul you have shared with us.
    Janet–from an island in Washington State.

  7. Jacqueline Palmer

    From when I first discovered you it was the slow stitching and the peaceful calm rustle of cloth and the no pressure
    of what you were doing and where you were going that saved my sanity. That has been one of the most valuable things I have treasured and always will whatever you choose to do.

  8. Alison Jory

    It’s always been a blessing – you give so much. Would hate for it to be a burden for you so whatever feels right…………

  9. Jana

    “Stay, stay at home, my heart, and rest. Home-keeping hearts are happiest…”. -Wordsworth

    Whatever works best for you, works best for us. Thank you for sharing whatever moves through you and wants to be known.

    • snicklefritzin43

      Wherever you rest your head will be where I will find you! Your words, your thoughts, your spirit bring life and light to my days. Soul-O, gardens, trees and rocks, sun, wind and rain all inspire me in my journey.

  10. Gaile

    Jude, I get it. I’ll follow you wherever you are. Life feels hard right now, so don’t be hard on yourself. I tell my daughter, “don’t should on yourself” be kind to yourself. ♥️

  11. Suzanna

    They both arrive here by email and I am so glad to see them. ‘Tis a gift to be simple, though not always possible nowadays. ❤️

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